As Time Repeats Itself

Is there really a chance... That this farewell was to long?
The goodbyes combined with words with no meaning.
Your skin so fair, Yet so fragile...
We kiss one last time, until we meet again.
Your soul slowly breathing into me,
Warming me with your every smile,
I don't know what I did wrong...
Our love, Like a blossoming flower.
Through seasons the flower withers, But blooms back once again.
Through this neverland...
The flower will never wither again...
With the land without seasons.
Called by the seven seas,
Called by the gossip of the trees,
And called by the stars so far away...
I journey for your pedal once again,
I wish you to be a petal upon the flower of our life once again.
The singing of the morning birds,
So seductive,
So attracting,
Could they be telling me you are near?
I truly have no other options...
I follow every limb on the tree,
I follow each birds cry,
and every wave of the ocean...
After slowly losing hope,
I see a little girl upon a rock,
Weeping tears into the river.
Like Deja Vu` I remember this, Could time be reversing itself?
Is each flower reversing it's cycles?
The answer lines within time itself.
Like Deja Vu`, we meet once again.
I walk to the stone in which you lay...
The stone slowly decaying away...
I hold you in my arms once more.
Everything a reality, Everything a religion.
It is impossible to feel every emotion on earth,
Though not impossible to paint every color.
I paint a picture of the scenery,
So close, yet also so distant...
The picture complete, Though it decays more and more each day...
Until that faithful night...
When everything burned up, And there was nothing left of the memory.
Could it be that this Deja Vu` is merely just myself...
Myself trapped inside the portrait I once cherished?
An Endless Cycle...
That only time itself can explain.

The Broken Chariot

Here I sit,
Against the cold pavement...
In this broken chariot.
Ever since I lost your smile,
I no longer smile, a blank face.
Ever since I lost your touch,
I no longer feel.
How can this happen to me?
Why do I continue on?
I guess it's true... A Broken heart still bleeds.
Ever since I lost your love,
I no longer love,
All I see is this picture, In this broken chariot.
Torn, but nevertheless, My last memory of you.
Ever since I lost you sweet voice,
I no longer speak...
Ever since I lost that beautiful sunset in your eyes...
I can no longer see...
The oasis so beautiful, Yet I ignore it,
For I no longer feel compassion... Without you here...
I feel like everything is just the same...
You steered this chariot,
Remember back then?
We used to ride this chariot,
watching the waves of the sea,
Watching the sun go down...
But now, it's just another chariot,
another sunset,
another wave the same...
Another broken memory, with only a portrait.

The Dawn Slowly Rising

The burning rays...
Rising to melt the snow,
Rising to recover the plants.
The sun rises... The hawk flies away to find it's prey.
You wake up, feeling the rays beat against your face...
Your beautiful blue eyes opening to greet me once again.
Your luscious hair waving, Yet their is no wind.
Like a curse...you stay with me till the end,
Guiding me, helping me up every rock,
Helping me decide with road to take...
Keeping me safe around every corner.
The sun slowly rises, The world wakens up...
The trees shake off their melted snow,
The birds fly high, with no worries.
You slowly wake up under that forbidden tree... Yggdrasil.
Guide me to the end,
And I can see your face within the clouds... Your reflection within the rain.
The sun slowly rises... Everything wakens to warm up against the rocks...
My dear, I can't tell you how it began,
But I can tell you how it ends.
We repeat a never ending cycle...
The sun rises to greet us, We live our lives, Just to live another.
Now I have but one question in mind... How did it all start?
Is it you that makes the wolves cry to the moon,
Is it you that makes the rain fall upon every leaf?
Could it be you... In which makes everything in perfect harmony?
Speak my name, through the whisper of the wind, Blowing through the trees.
Your eyes gently reflect within the sky,
Every cloud a reflection of you,
Every drop of water has your reflection...
I can see your eyes within every tree,
Within every scar your name, Watching over me, Watching over us all.
The dawn rises...
To awaken us once again, To let us feel safe once more.
How exactly did it all begin?
My question to you...

The Knight In Rusty Armor

This monster I have become...
These scars on my hands...
These rough hands once smooth... I vowed I would never let them hurt you.
The moon, so bright and fragile...
Almost seems like it stays away from us for one reason...
That reason, to never feel the blade slitting across it's crust...
It reminds me of you.
I told you I will be your guardian, Your knight in shining armor...
But my armor has worn out.
The moon no longer shines across the chest piece...
The stars no longer fall for me and you.
This dark reflection of myself... Not able to wipe away the rust.
These once smooth hands, Now rough with scars...
Now soaked with blood...
I vowed they would never hurt you,
But now look at me, I am just another knot of rust in your past...
The night withers on, The sun slowly rises up... Blinding the moon.
The sun is just another bully to the moon,
making the moon hide away into the darkness...
Just so it can get it's spotlight...
The sun only reveals the rust on my armor...
as the moon makes me feel safe and perfect.
Perhaps this is just another tall tale...
of the brave knight and the princess.
I just wish I could've been that knight.
A light of hope slowly rises...
I vow with these worn out hands...
I will once again be your moon...
lighting your way when things get dark.

A Forbidden Love

The clock strikes twelve,
We punished for forbidden love.
You beheaded, I starved and too weak to turn away.
Why oh why couldn't I be killed?
I get to live on, whilst you die tragically,
your soul forced to search for eternity within this tower of time...
Never able to leave the tower...A cruel fate.
I can't take this pain within my heart... The images I have seen.
I leave with dawn, myself my only army.
I shall die in battle, raiding the palace, Getting revenge.
I fight this battle to the end, though it's me against a whole army.
True love is stronger then any man.
The swords clash, the catapults fire...
A new light has shined upon me, I have become invincible with rage.
I know I'm not the only one fighting, you're right there beside me,
Giving me your remaining strength.
Vultures come to feast upon the flesh, the battle not yet over.
It's now just me and the emperor, hanging by a thread.
The final clash of swords is made, the fights outcome, I got my vengance...
Deep gashes and infected wounds, I head back to the clock tower...
Where you wander, and spend my last minutes with you.
I fall right beside your body, and pass away.
Our souls reunited, The bell of the clock tower echoes,
The last time we will hear the heavenly sound.
We rise to our own eternity,
The echoes of the bell like our wedding bells,
The wedding we never had...

Shall we Dance?

This strange dream...
Of your gentle touch...
A touch of blessing...
A touch of hope.
I follow the path... To the end...
You told me to leave you, you told me you were just interfering...
I carried you to the end.
No matter what, I will always be there.
"I promised you the moon..." Another cliche` line.
I promised you so much more.
I promised you I will be there,
I promised you no more meanless cliche` lines.
I promised I will follow the path to the end...
even if it was a path of glass... Just to find you.
So far I have not broken that promise, and I never will...
A promise is a promise.
I follow the waves of the sea,
To return to the star we met on.
Is this farewell... Or is this just the beginning?
This is just the beginning.
We will leave behind our nightmares, and live our dreams.
We will dance for eternity...
We will dance on the balcony,
We will dance until the stars fall from the sky...
A broken heart never heals, I Promise you no more broken hearts.
I promise no more cliche` lines that mean nothing...
For now on, only the truth...
I love you...
And will give up my heart, Just to have you.
Let me be close to you,
And kiss under the rain...
As we look to the stars above us,
Thinking of the day our star will fall, and the Dancing will end...
We believe, that everyone has a star...
That star holds our deepest dreams, my star is now yours.
That cold day of autumn...
When we met... Love at first sight.
Let me feel that way again...
Let me feel the way I did when we first danced...
Shall we dance once more?

Patterns in the Rain

Can you hear the rain?
It calls your name...
Can you feel...my hands so moist with shame?
Now...when I need you the most, You're not here...
I let your hands slip... Falling, like the rain.
I struggled to live on,
But I truly can't go on without you...
I traveled to the ends of the earth...
I followed the rainbow and found no treasure... I
followed the whales to the abyss...
And now, I simply can't go on.
The rain talks to me...
As if you were the one talking...
Telling me... "To ignore joy while is lasts, While lamenting ones fate...Is a great crime."
Could these words be true?
The patterns in the rain...
The rain talks to me...
But I know it's really you...
Calling for me... Telling me which path to take.
I will live on... And when I finally fall... Then we will meet again...
Forever...

Every Puppet Master has a Master of their own.

A Puppet Master I am...
But I am getting weaker,
Can you pull these strings for me?
Deep Down the strings they fall out of the hands...
Everything just seems so fake.
False or True...True of False...
Gods Let My Strings Fall.
How can I live...
If I cannot control the strings that tie my life together?
Just in case I fall...
Kill my darkest memories...
Lowering me down...
My Farthest fall.
Nowhere to go...
Orphaned by thy name...
Pull me down with you,
Quartering my life.
Roses are red because they bleed...
Snow falls to test those who lead.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Unless my master catches me in time,
Velvet blood will spill upon the earth...
Will I be abandoned...
X-ing out those I love?
Your hands catch me but slip once again...
Zeus let me fall...was it destiny?

The Other Side

Reflections of a mountain...
You may think the other side is just another mountain,
But you never truly know whats on the other side, until you experience it for yourself...
But even then, you will never see it all.
Reflections in the water...
You may think the other side of the water is just another pool full of fish,
But you never truly know whats underneath the water,
until you dive in and experience it for yourself...
But even then, you will never see it all.
Nothing is what it seems... Theres so much to be explored,
You can't find everything about anything.
All you truly see is just the outside...
Theres so much to be explored, and so much left out...
You simply can't see everything...
Theres a limit to how much you see, but not a limit to what there is to be seen.
You may think the other side of a butterflies wings is just another pattern,
But you never truly know until you see it through their eyes...
But even then, you will never see it all.
You may think under the snow is just dirt and trees...
But you never truly know, until you dig.
You'll be surprised, just what you'll find... and thats not even half what there is to be explored.
There is secrets to everything, we will never know...
There is just to much, to take in.
We have a limit to how much we see,
But there is not a limit, to what can be seen.
Our eyes only see so far... Our ears only hear so much...
The only way to truly see, is to be able to see past our noses.
You may think that you can see so far, but you can only truly see beyond your nose.
Why do we destroy something so beautiful? Why can't we truly see the other side?
Never look at scenery, through a bunch of glass...
Lead yourself to the sunset, Follow the end of the rainbow...
Listen to the trees as they chant melodies...
Trees are the things that keep the world in harmony...
We will never truly see, until we know what there is to see...

You

How could I have lived without you?
You taught me so much...
You always saved lives, yet I got all the glory...
And I never once saw you frown.
You always told me it wasn't for honor or fame... But for the goodness of it.
Someday I hope to follow in your tracks.

You were the moon and I was the stars...
You gave me the light to shine...
You wanted me to become something spectacular.
You were the hands I was the dice...
You always seemed to make me a six...
You wanted me to win the game. I won't let you be forgotten...

One day you'll get a standing ovation...
I want you to know that you were my shield...
I was the knight while you were the protector.
I want everyone to know, I was the sword shining in your hands...
You made me shine when things got bloody,
You showed me who I really can be.

You were the eyes of the ocean...
While I was the ship sailing home.
You controlled the waves, and made sure I got home safe.
You acted as Poseidon, Yet took mercy on my raft.
You were as Neptune controlling the sea...
You acted as god and fulfilled my life.
Sometimes we must sacrifice for the ones we love...
You sacrificed your glory...So I have fame in the end.
To tell the truth, you're the only one who truly ever got me.
You gave me glory... And now it's time to return the favor.
You were the clover and I was the leaves...
You gave me balance to live.
You gave me the one thing I ever truly wanted...
Someone to trust all the way to the end... You...

Dawn of Silver

From the mysterious wide open sea...
To the darkest side of our dreams...
Only loved when I'm gone...
Only loved at the endless dawn...
I journey to find my eternal happiness.
(Why is it every path I take is a dead end...Why is it the truth is always the worst?)
I've truly found I can now see whats invisible...
(Free me...)
I follow a path of nothingness.
I search...yet I don't know what I search for.
Answers...Questions...
Whatever it takes.
Even the wisest still have a lot to learn...
We all wait in line...
To find answers.
When you finally are first in line...
The answers are obvious...
But leaves even more questions.
I followed this path of dead ends.
I followed this path of river bends...
I followed this path where the cave descends...
Only to find more questions.
Sitting to think on a shoreline... Skipping stones across the water...
Thinking of all the mindless slaughter.
The sun rises... The morning light like silver flames...
Will there ever be anymore time for games?
Being put down to endless shames.
My shadow echoes across the waters...
Walking in the footsteps of all the pointless slaughters.
Walking in the footsteps of all those killed.
More questions... No more answers.
Why do we fight when there's nothing to fight for?
We may never see the morning again...
Cherishing these silver rays of light...
For they may never be in sight...
Ever again.

My 6 On The Number Die

The princess of beauty,
Eyes like emeralds shining in the moonlight,
My 6 on the dice.
Everything I ever wanted,
Everything I ever thought was only in fantasy...
When you cry, cry in my arms.
I'll wait for you till the sunset dies.
Fragile like a glass swan, Light like a feather, A fallen angel that lost it's way.
Remember me, I'll always remember you...
Take my hand, and we'll fly to the ends of the earth, Soaking it with our tears of joy.
My passion, yet also my sorrow.
See the world from within the heart,
Close your eyes, And we'll never open them again.
As long as I can hold you in my arms, I don't need to see.
Bury me in the ashes of your angelic wings, and we'll live together in our own oblivion.
Goodnight my love, and don't forget about me.
For your memory will never fade away.

Tapestries of Gold (In Your Eyes) Pt.2

This is Pt. 2 of tapestries of gold, Pt 1 was already posted. =D, Though none of Tapestrie is really a ballad, this is something different of mine...along with Pt. 1.

...Was it fear...or just misery?
I thought I heard the voice...
But all along it was just trickery.
But I guess I had no choice.
Why do you run when I hear your name...
Why did I run when I lost at my own game?
Sometimes there's no choice...
When you're just a human without a voice...
Nowhere to hide...Everywhere to run.
Chosen to bring down those you love...
When theres no rules to abide, you have every chance to point a gun.
But I can see deep down...you're just a mourning dove.
(Mourning for love, Mourning for my mourning dove)
I will find you...
I turned my back, and found myself lost.
But it's funny...when it's time to realize...
I was always lost...and you helped me find my way through the frost.
My mind grows weak...hope is lost when you fear no lies.
Caving through my mind...determined to find your golden eyes again...
Walking back to you, till I arrive at an abandoned temple.
Where have I gone?
Arriving at a temple adorned in golden tapestry... Is it possible...? Have I found you at last...?
Heading to the balcony and there you are.
Blooddrenched and eyes stapled shut... Who has done this to you?
I mourn... I will get my revenge.

Tapestries of Gold (In Your Eyes) Pt.1

Tapestries of gold smother your eyes...
Though it's hard, I must say my goodbyes...
Shall thou leave and never look back...
So thou will not drift into your eyes...
Or shall thy eyes meet with you on last time?
I turn my back...Only to find myself lost yet again...
I can't help thinking...remembering...Your eyes of gold.
Though I try to turn back...to go back to you...You're gone...
Or could it be that I am the one that's gone?
All thats left is a vivid memory... But maybe we will meet again...
Someday when the moon falls from the sky, into the ocean...
Someday when the angels fall to the damp ground in despair.
That's when we will meet again... And until then...Thou shall wait...
Wait for thy love... Wait for you...
But then I hear your voice...
Could It really be you? Or is it just a mirage...?

The Memories We Shared

Looking at myself through a broken mirror, A sudden chill of horror seeping into me...
A sudden memory... Do you remember?
Do you remember all those memories we shared...
I can only wish I could share this memory with you.
But the more I try, The more my eyes open.
What possibly can I do?
The diamonds in your smile...
The sapphires in your eyes...
Your wings adorned in emeralds...
Lift me up, I want to stay with you... Be alone with you for eternity...
But all I see is a red sky... Tattered and Torn as smoke rises to the sky.
But I know you will be the one to lead me through this war.
I don't care if I die in this war... As long as I can see you...
I want to be the one to hold you in my arms... comforting you as the pitiless souls below fight...
It's time... I will fight... I will fight for you... Just like I used to do...
Promise me one thing...
That when I die, that we'll have our own Oblivion.
Nobody else...I want to be left alone to stare into your eyes once more.
Stabbed in the heart...the time is now...
I arise...to see you...but you bring me down...
"You must not die...you must fight on..." Your last words...
Another fork in the road...
On the left there's a cave of darkness, On the right theres a kingdom of gold...
A puzzle...I must decide.
Gold is for the greed, this is what will lure those to their death...
The Dark abandoned cave is where you are...I can sense it...
Someday I will find you...the light from your eyes is all I need.

Invincible

Though I walk to find my memories... I really walk for you...
Somehow I know I will find you... Somehow I know we are to be.
I wander a street of rusted signs and burnt up houses...
My past...can this be?
I just don't know what to do...
Ever since I lost you, I've never been the same...
This memento around my neck...
This photograph in my mind...
But still I don't know who you are...
You're gone...and so I search...
The broken pavement in which I walk on...
The fallen trees surrounding me... My fate it's set for me...
My memory has vanished, yet still it remains...
somewhere deep inside I know I must survive...
I must find myself... In doing so find you...
But who are you...?
Your photo so beautiful, Yet so torn...
the other pieces somewhere along my trail of memories...
Before I die, I will find the remaining pieces, to see you fully one last time.
Putting the pieces together may reveal my memories...
I will search to the ends of the earth till I find them...
and when I finally complete this quest...
I will see you...standing before me... Lighting up the fire of my soul.
With you, I will finally be complete... Invincible...
Your soul will be the fire to light my candle... To light my way...
Though it's endless, I will fight this war...
I cannot die, I will not lay down with a dagger through my throat, I will be invincible...
with you as my guardian.
Once I find the mystery behind your portrait, Thats when I will finally be allowed to die.
For life is but a knot. It tightens as it goes on... then breaks as it becomes too tight.
Falling to the floor... I am finally allowed to die.
To find you... In the after-life.

My Final Play

I vividly remember how we met...
You and I.
Asked to do a play...I was Romeo and you were Juliet.
We were the stars, just you and I...
The play came to an end, The curtains fell... A
nd still we played the part.
To this day I still play Romeo... Hoping you will join along.
What happened?
It takes more then one.
Sometimes I look back...At the video...
Rewinding constantly only to see those beautiful days.
My last request...Is to do one more play with you.
To Regain that long lost beauty That Beautiful memory.
Though even when wishing on a shooting star... I continue to be let down...
Those days...don't you miss them?
MacBeth...Romeo & Juliet...Even Hamlet.
We were the stars...
And everytime the sky rained roses.
Time to let it go... Perhaps I'll write my own play...
and pretend we were lovers once again.
Pretend it was like it used to be...
Pretend you were on the Balcony...
as I plea to be yours.
Like it used to be...

Labyrinth of Shattered Glass

Legends speak of a place...
A place where our wildest dreams come true.
Where we can be whatever we want to be...
But the only way this place will make your wishes come true... Is to find yourself.
walking this labyrinth of shattered glass...
I see my reflection...Yet I have not found myself yet.
Many people get tempted to break their way through... But thats foolish.
Someday I will find you in this maze of shattered glass...
For now I know who I really am.
I know who I am... But not where I will find myself.
Wiping away the blood on the glass... The blood of previous travelers.
They only wished for fame and glory... I wish for you.
Death comes to those with greed.
Red eyes glow within my reflection... What is this...?
Seeing this horrible demon version of me... I run off to endless paths.
Still looking for myself... Looking for myself to find hope.
Somewhere within this maze of shattered glass... I will find you...
I swear on my eyes...
I swear on my grave...
I will find you.

Drinking from the well of petrified tears...

We traveled so far too drink from this well of petrified tears...
We never expected this much.
Surrounded by statues of fallen angels...
Adorned in memories of fallen heroes...
We traveled to drink from this well... To get one wish.
That wish was to go back to our old days.
That wish was to be kids again... To enjoy life through an empty bottle.
When we grow up we leave the empty bottle... To see whats outside...
Whats outside is a fearful thing.
We wish to go back inside that bottle...
But we have to give up one thing important to us first.
We drop our necklaces that bind us together into the well...
What is this? I don't see our past. I see us turning to stone...
I think to myself... "I just wanted to see a stallion gallop across the moon one more time..."
My eyes staple shut...My palms clench...
Turning to stone...what did we do wrong?
Struggling to break free...Nothing can save us now.
I'm so sorry... It was my dream all along... Not yours...
Yet I made you come with me... and now we're both being taken...
Love is a strange thing...
You do whatever it takes to have it... But in the end you have nothing else.
...This well...
...This stone hell...
I look at you struggling... This is it... This is it.
We will never see the light again.
Never to see a stallion gallop across the moon, ever again...
Never to see our past.
I know what could've saved us from this horrible death.
Those necklaces didn't just bind us together... It binded our memories as well...
We could've still survived... But now we have nothing.
Memories...Love...Everything...Gone...
This is always what happens in the end.

Mother Earth

Fading away... Slowly fading.
I can hear the echoes of the sea.
I can hear the echoes of the forest.
It speaks your name...
The world obsessive of your name.
Streams whisper of the day you finally return.
Don't you realize? The world punishes itself without you. And so do I...
The sunlight fades, and the moon rises...
I'm sorry I let you fall.
I told you I would hold on to you for my life... If you fell.
I promised to catch you.
...Somehow It feels... As if you are still roaming this earth.
Watching over on me... As well as the rest of the earth.
You act as poseidon... Controlling the waves of the sea.
You act as the sun... Spreading your light on the earth... To help us grow.
To help the earth grow.
Sometimes I feel... As if you're mother earth.
You make the earth what it is.
You act as wind to make the trees shimmer to and fro...
Punishing us for our deeds, yet protecting us when we are weak...
You help us choose the right paths to seek.
Come and take me...
Lift me up through the power of the wind.
Lift me up... And so it shall be.
Even after these struggles...
You take mercy on me.
You take mercy on those who truly see.
During the cold winter nights... You tuck us in when we are cold.
I only wish I could see you once more... Through the rain.

The Sirens Cry

Rushing the ocean waters...
I can't help but feel something is chasing after me...
But I must keep going...I cannot stop for a second.
I must keep going to see my lover once again...
Not even turning my back to see what is chasing me...
I hear a screech...what could it be?
A beautiful voice follows...
Its voice echoing through my mind...
I can't keep it out of my head...so beautiful.
Now lost, and tooken over...
I turn around to see a pair of blue eyes...
Representing the sea.
Lust is every warriors weakness...
I look away for a second...
Then see radiant locks flowing in the wind.
Who could this person be?
I am lost in a trance...
In which I must break out of. But I cannot...
Hearing her voice, sounding like heavens chorus.
Posessed...I am under a trance.
Lost in this beauty, I cannot control my stallion of the Sea...
The ship in which I ride slowly sinks...
To the dark hell below.
What have I done?
Lost within the sirens trance, And now Ill never see my lover again...
I would give anything to see her one last time...
Remarkably, I find I'm able to breathe under water...
I am determined...
I don't care if I have to swim the million miles to the end...
I will find my love.
Not taken in by the sirens song anymore...
My arms hurt, but I will not stop.
I will keep going until I'm there...
All I need it you to show me the way...
My serpents they rise.
Making a crack in the ocean, for me to walk to the end.
Wandering this same path for miles.
I will find you... I swear it.