From the mysterious wide open sea...
To the darkest side of our dreams...
Only loved when I'm gone...
Only loved at the endless dawn...
I journey to find my eternal happiness.
(Why is it every path I take is a dead end...Why is it the truth is always the worst?)
I've truly found I can now see whats invisible...
(Free me...)
I follow a path of nothingness.
I search...yet I don't know what I search for.
Answers...Questions...
Whatever it takes.
Even the wisest still have a lot to learn...
We all wait in line...
To find answers.
When you finally are first in line...
The answers are obvious...
But leaves even more questions.
I followed this path of dead ends.
I followed this path of river bends...
I followed this path where the cave descends...
Only to find more questions.
Sitting to think on a shoreline... Skipping stones across the water...
Thinking of all the mindless slaughter.
The sun rises... The morning light like silver flames...
Will there ever be anymore time for games?
Being put down to endless shames.
My shadow echoes across the waters...
Walking in the footsteps of all the pointless slaughters.
Walking in the footsteps of all those killed.
More questions... No more answers.
Why do we fight when there's nothing to fight for?
We may never see the morning again...
Cherishing these silver rays of light...
For they may never be in sight...
Ever again.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
My 6 On The Number Die
The princess of beauty,
Eyes like emeralds shining in the moonlight,
My 6 on the dice.
Everything I ever wanted,
Everything I ever thought was only in fantasy...
When you cry, cry in my arms.
I'll wait for you till the sunset dies.
Fragile like a glass swan, Light like a feather, A fallen angel that lost it's way.
Remember me, I'll always remember you...
Take my hand, and we'll fly to the ends of the earth, Soaking it with our tears of joy.
My passion, yet also my sorrow.
See the world from within the heart,
Close your eyes, And we'll never open them again.
As long as I can hold you in my arms, I don't need to see.
Bury me in the ashes of your angelic wings, and we'll live together in our own oblivion.
Goodnight my love, and don't forget about me.
For your memory will never fade away.
Eyes like emeralds shining in the moonlight,
My 6 on the dice.
Everything I ever wanted,
Everything I ever thought was only in fantasy...
When you cry, cry in my arms.
I'll wait for you till the sunset dies.
Fragile like a glass swan, Light like a feather, A fallen angel that lost it's way.
Remember me, I'll always remember you...
Take my hand, and we'll fly to the ends of the earth, Soaking it with our tears of joy.
My passion, yet also my sorrow.
See the world from within the heart,
Close your eyes, And we'll never open them again.
As long as I can hold you in my arms, I don't need to see.
Bury me in the ashes of your angelic wings, and we'll live together in our own oblivion.
Goodnight my love, and don't forget about me.
For your memory will never fade away.
Tapestries of Gold (In Your Eyes) Pt.2
This is Pt. 2 of tapestries of gold, Pt 1 was already posted. =D, Though none of Tapestrie is really a ballad, this is something different of mine...along with Pt. 1.
...Was it fear...or just misery?
I thought I heard the voice...
But all along it was just trickery.
But I guess I had no choice.
Why do you run when I hear your name...
Why did I run when I lost at my own game?
Sometimes there's no choice...
When you're just a human without a voice...
Nowhere to hide...Everywhere to run.
Chosen to bring down those you love...
When theres no rules to abide, you have every chance to point a gun.
But I can see deep down...you're just a mourning dove.
(Mourning for love, Mourning for my mourning dove)
I will find you...
I turned my back, and found myself lost.
But it's funny...when it's time to realize...
I was always lost...and you helped me find my way through the frost.
My mind grows weak...hope is lost when you fear no lies.
Caving through my mind...determined to find your golden eyes again...
Walking back to you, till I arrive at an abandoned temple.
Where have I gone?
Arriving at a temple adorned in golden tapestry... Is it possible...? Have I found you at last...?
Heading to the balcony and there you are.
Blooddrenched and eyes stapled shut... Who has done this to you?
I mourn... I will get my revenge.
...Was it fear...or just misery?
I thought I heard the voice...
But all along it was just trickery.
But I guess I had no choice.
Why do you run when I hear your name...
Why did I run when I lost at my own game?
Sometimes there's no choice...
When you're just a human without a voice...
Nowhere to hide...Everywhere to run.
Chosen to bring down those you love...
When theres no rules to abide, you have every chance to point a gun.
But I can see deep down...you're just a mourning dove.
(Mourning for love, Mourning for my mourning dove)
I will find you...
I turned my back, and found myself lost.
But it's funny...when it's time to realize...
I was always lost...and you helped me find my way through the frost.
My mind grows weak...hope is lost when you fear no lies.
Caving through my mind...determined to find your golden eyes again...
Walking back to you, till I arrive at an abandoned temple.
Where have I gone?
Arriving at a temple adorned in golden tapestry... Is it possible...? Have I found you at last...?
Heading to the balcony and there you are.
Blooddrenched and eyes stapled shut... Who has done this to you?
I mourn... I will get my revenge.
Tapestries of Gold (In Your Eyes) Pt.1
Tapestries of gold smother your eyes...
Though it's hard, I must say my goodbyes...
Shall thou leave and never look back...
So thou will not drift into your eyes...
Or shall thy eyes meet with you on last time?
I turn my back...Only to find myself lost yet again...
I can't help thinking...remembering...Your eyes of gold.
Though I try to turn back...to go back to you...You're gone...
Or could it be that I am the one that's gone?
All thats left is a vivid memory... But maybe we will meet again...
Someday when the moon falls from the sky, into the ocean...
Someday when the angels fall to the damp ground in despair.
That's when we will meet again... And until then...Thou shall wait...
Wait for thy love... Wait for you...
But then I hear your voice...
Could It really be you? Or is it just a mirage...?
Though it's hard, I must say my goodbyes...
Shall thou leave and never look back...
So thou will not drift into your eyes...
Or shall thy eyes meet with you on last time?
I turn my back...Only to find myself lost yet again...
I can't help thinking...remembering...Your eyes of gold.
Though I try to turn back...to go back to you...You're gone...
Or could it be that I am the one that's gone?
All thats left is a vivid memory... But maybe we will meet again...
Someday when the moon falls from the sky, into the ocean...
Someday when the angels fall to the damp ground in despair.
That's when we will meet again... And until then...Thou shall wait...
Wait for thy love... Wait for you...
But then I hear your voice...
Could It really be you? Or is it just a mirage...?
The Memories We Shared
Looking at myself through a broken mirror, A sudden chill of horror seeping into me...
A sudden memory... Do you remember?
Do you remember all those memories we shared...
I can only wish I could share this memory with you.
But the more I try, The more my eyes open.
What possibly can I do?
The diamonds in your smile...
The sapphires in your eyes...
Your wings adorned in emeralds...
Lift me up, I want to stay with you... Be alone with you for eternity...
But all I see is a red sky... Tattered and Torn as smoke rises to the sky.
But I know you will be the one to lead me through this war.
I don't care if I die in this war... As long as I can see you...
I want to be the one to hold you in my arms... comforting you as the pitiless souls below fight...
It's time... I will fight... I will fight for you... Just like I used to do...
Promise me one thing...
That when I die, that we'll have our own Oblivion.
Nobody else...I want to be left alone to stare into your eyes once more.
Stabbed in the heart...the time is now...
I arise...to see you...but you bring me down...
"You must not die...you must fight on..." Your last words...
Another fork in the road...
On the left there's a cave of darkness, On the right theres a kingdom of gold...
A puzzle...I must decide.
Gold is for the greed, this is what will lure those to their death...
The Dark abandoned cave is where you are...I can sense it...
Someday I will find you...the light from your eyes is all I need.
A sudden memory... Do you remember?
Do you remember all those memories we shared...
I can only wish I could share this memory with you.
But the more I try, The more my eyes open.
What possibly can I do?
The diamonds in your smile...
The sapphires in your eyes...
Your wings adorned in emeralds...
Lift me up, I want to stay with you... Be alone with you for eternity...
But all I see is a red sky... Tattered and Torn as smoke rises to the sky.
But I know you will be the one to lead me through this war.
I don't care if I die in this war... As long as I can see you...
I want to be the one to hold you in my arms... comforting you as the pitiless souls below fight...
It's time... I will fight... I will fight for you... Just like I used to do...
Promise me one thing...
That when I die, that we'll have our own Oblivion.
Nobody else...I want to be left alone to stare into your eyes once more.
Stabbed in the heart...the time is now...
I arise...to see you...but you bring me down...
"You must not die...you must fight on..." Your last words...
Another fork in the road...
On the left there's a cave of darkness, On the right theres a kingdom of gold...
A puzzle...I must decide.
Gold is for the greed, this is what will lure those to their death...
The Dark abandoned cave is where you are...I can sense it...
Someday I will find you...the light from your eyes is all I need.
Invincible
Though I walk to find my memories... I really walk for you...
Somehow I know I will find you... Somehow I know we are to be.
I wander a street of rusted signs and burnt up houses...
My past...can this be?
I just don't know what to do...
Ever since I lost you, I've never been the same...
This memento around my neck...
This photograph in my mind...
But still I don't know who you are...
You're gone...and so I search...
The broken pavement in which I walk on...
The fallen trees surrounding me... My fate it's set for me...
My memory has vanished, yet still it remains...
somewhere deep inside I know I must survive...
I must find myself... In doing so find you...
But who are you...?
Your photo so beautiful, Yet so torn...
the other pieces somewhere along my trail of memories...
Before I die, I will find the remaining pieces, to see you fully one last time.
Putting the pieces together may reveal my memories...
I will search to the ends of the earth till I find them...
and when I finally complete this quest...
I will see you...standing before me... Lighting up the fire of my soul.
With you, I will finally be complete... Invincible...
Your soul will be the fire to light my candle... To light my way...
Though it's endless, I will fight this war...
I cannot die, I will not lay down with a dagger through my throat, I will be invincible...
with you as my guardian.
Once I find the mystery behind your portrait, Thats when I will finally be allowed to die.
For life is but a knot. It tightens as it goes on... then breaks as it becomes too tight.
Falling to the floor... I am finally allowed to die.
To find you... In the after-life.
Somehow I know I will find you... Somehow I know we are to be.
I wander a street of rusted signs and burnt up houses...
My past...can this be?
I just don't know what to do...
Ever since I lost you, I've never been the same...
This memento around my neck...
This photograph in my mind...
But still I don't know who you are...
You're gone...and so I search...
The broken pavement in which I walk on...
The fallen trees surrounding me... My fate it's set for me...
My memory has vanished, yet still it remains...
somewhere deep inside I know I must survive...
I must find myself... In doing so find you...
But who are you...?
Your photo so beautiful, Yet so torn...
the other pieces somewhere along my trail of memories...
Before I die, I will find the remaining pieces, to see you fully one last time.
Putting the pieces together may reveal my memories...
I will search to the ends of the earth till I find them...
and when I finally complete this quest...
I will see you...standing before me... Lighting up the fire of my soul.
With you, I will finally be complete... Invincible...
Your soul will be the fire to light my candle... To light my way...
Though it's endless, I will fight this war...
I cannot die, I will not lay down with a dagger through my throat, I will be invincible...
with you as my guardian.
Once I find the mystery behind your portrait, Thats when I will finally be allowed to die.
For life is but a knot. It tightens as it goes on... then breaks as it becomes too tight.
Falling to the floor... I am finally allowed to die.
To find you... In the after-life.
My Final Play
I vividly remember how we met...
You and I.
Asked to do a play...I was Romeo and you were Juliet.
We were the stars, just you and I...
The play came to an end, The curtains fell... A
nd still we played the part.
To this day I still play Romeo... Hoping you will join along.
What happened?
It takes more then one.
Sometimes I look back...At the video...
Rewinding constantly only to see those beautiful days.
My last request...Is to do one more play with you.
To Regain that long lost beauty That Beautiful memory.
Though even when wishing on a shooting star... I continue to be let down...
Those days...don't you miss them?
MacBeth...Romeo & Juliet...Even Hamlet.
We were the stars...
And everytime the sky rained roses.
Time to let it go... Perhaps I'll write my own play...
and pretend we were lovers once again.
Pretend it was like it used to be...
Pretend you were on the Balcony...
as I plea to be yours.
Like it used to be...
You and I.
Asked to do a play...I was Romeo and you were Juliet.
We were the stars, just you and I...
The play came to an end, The curtains fell... A
nd still we played the part.
To this day I still play Romeo... Hoping you will join along.
What happened?
It takes more then one.
Sometimes I look back...At the video...
Rewinding constantly only to see those beautiful days.
My last request...Is to do one more play with you.
To Regain that long lost beauty That Beautiful memory.
Though even when wishing on a shooting star... I continue to be let down...
Those days...don't you miss them?
MacBeth...Romeo & Juliet...Even Hamlet.
We were the stars...
And everytime the sky rained roses.
Time to let it go... Perhaps I'll write my own play...
and pretend we were lovers once again.
Pretend it was like it used to be...
Pretend you were on the Balcony...
as I plea to be yours.
Like it used to be...
Labyrinth of Shattered Glass
Legends speak of a place...
A place where our wildest dreams come true.
Where we can be whatever we want to be...
But the only way this place will make your wishes come true... Is to find yourself.
walking this labyrinth of shattered glass...
I see my reflection...Yet I have not found myself yet.
Many people get tempted to break their way through... But thats foolish.
Someday I will find you in this maze of shattered glass...
For now I know who I really am.
I know who I am... But not where I will find myself.
Wiping away the blood on the glass... The blood of previous travelers.
They only wished for fame and glory... I wish for you.
Death comes to those with greed.
Red eyes glow within my reflection... What is this...?
Seeing this horrible demon version of me... I run off to endless paths.
Still looking for myself... Looking for myself to find hope.
Somewhere within this maze of shattered glass... I will find you...
I swear on my eyes...
I swear on my grave...
I will find you.
A place where our wildest dreams come true.
Where we can be whatever we want to be...
But the only way this place will make your wishes come true... Is to find yourself.
walking this labyrinth of shattered glass...
I see my reflection...Yet I have not found myself yet.
Many people get tempted to break their way through... But thats foolish.
Someday I will find you in this maze of shattered glass...
For now I know who I really am.
I know who I am... But not where I will find myself.
Wiping away the blood on the glass... The blood of previous travelers.
They only wished for fame and glory... I wish for you.
Death comes to those with greed.
Red eyes glow within my reflection... What is this...?
Seeing this horrible demon version of me... I run off to endless paths.
Still looking for myself... Looking for myself to find hope.
Somewhere within this maze of shattered glass... I will find you...
I swear on my eyes...
I swear on my grave...
I will find you.
Drinking from the well of petrified tears...
We traveled so far too drink from this well of petrified tears...
We never expected this much.
Surrounded by statues of fallen angels...
Adorned in memories of fallen heroes...
We traveled to drink from this well... To get one wish.
That wish was to go back to our old days.
That wish was to be kids again... To enjoy life through an empty bottle.
When we grow up we leave the empty bottle... To see whats outside...
Whats outside is a fearful thing.
We wish to go back inside that bottle...
But we have to give up one thing important to us first.
We drop our necklaces that bind us together into the well...
What is this? I don't see our past. I see us turning to stone...
I think to myself... "I just wanted to see a stallion gallop across the moon one more time..."
My eyes staple shut...My palms clench...
Turning to stone...what did we do wrong?
Struggling to break free...Nothing can save us now.
I'm so sorry... It was my dream all along... Not yours...
Yet I made you come with me... and now we're both being taken...
Love is a strange thing...
You do whatever it takes to have it... But in the end you have nothing else.
...This well...
...This stone hell...
I look at you struggling... This is it... This is it.
We will never see the light again.
Never to see a stallion gallop across the moon, ever again...
Never to see our past.
I know what could've saved us from this horrible death.
Those necklaces didn't just bind us together... It binded our memories as well...
We could've still survived... But now we have nothing.
Memories...Love...Everything...Gone...
This is always what happens in the end.
We never expected this much.
Surrounded by statues of fallen angels...
Adorned in memories of fallen heroes...
We traveled to drink from this well... To get one wish.
That wish was to go back to our old days.
That wish was to be kids again... To enjoy life through an empty bottle.
When we grow up we leave the empty bottle... To see whats outside...
Whats outside is a fearful thing.
We wish to go back inside that bottle...
But we have to give up one thing important to us first.
We drop our necklaces that bind us together into the well...
What is this? I don't see our past. I see us turning to stone...
I think to myself... "I just wanted to see a stallion gallop across the moon one more time..."
My eyes staple shut...My palms clench...
Turning to stone...what did we do wrong?
Struggling to break free...Nothing can save us now.
I'm so sorry... It was my dream all along... Not yours...
Yet I made you come with me... and now we're both being taken...
Love is a strange thing...
You do whatever it takes to have it... But in the end you have nothing else.
...This well...
...This stone hell...
I look at you struggling... This is it... This is it.
We will never see the light again.
Never to see a stallion gallop across the moon, ever again...
Never to see our past.
I know what could've saved us from this horrible death.
Those necklaces didn't just bind us together... It binded our memories as well...
We could've still survived... But now we have nothing.
Memories...Love...Everything...Gone...
This is always what happens in the end.
Mother Earth
Fading away... Slowly fading.
I can hear the echoes of the sea.
I can hear the echoes of the forest.
It speaks your name...
The world obsessive of your name.
Streams whisper of the day you finally return.
Don't you realize? The world punishes itself without you. And so do I...
The sunlight fades, and the moon rises...
I'm sorry I let you fall.
I told you I would hold on to you for my life... If you fell.
I promised to catch you.
...Somehow It feels... As if you are still roaming this earth.
Watching over on me... As well as the rest of the earth.
You act as poseidon... Controlling the waves of the sea.
You act as the sun... Spreading your light on the earth... To help us grow.
To help the earth grow.
Sometimes I feel... As if you're mother earth.
You make the earth what it is.
You act as wind to make the trees shimmer to and fro...
Punishing us for our deeds, yet protecting us when we are weak...
You help us choose the right paths to seek.
Come and take me...
Lift me up through the power of the wind.
Lift me up... And so it shall be.
Even after these struggles...
You take mercy on me.
You take mercy on those who truly see.
During the cold winter nights... You tuck us in when we are cold.
I only wish I could see you once more... Through the rain.
I can hear the echoes of the sea.
I can hear the echoes of the forest.
It speaks your name...
The world obsessive of your name.
Streams whisper of the day you finally return.
Don't you realize? The world punishes itself without you. And so do I...
The sunlight fades, and the moon rises...
I'm sorry I let you fall.
I told you I would hold on to you for my life... If you fell.
I promised to catch you.
...Somehow It feels... As if you are still roaming this earth.
Watching over on me... As well as the rest of the earth.
You act as poseidon... Controlling the waves of the sea.
You act as the sun... Spreading your light on the earth... To help us grow.
To help the earth grow.
Sometimes I feel... As if you're mother earth.
You make the earth what it is.
You act as wind to make the trees shimmer to and fro...
Punishing us for our deeds, yet protecting us when we are weak...
You help us choose the right paths to seek.
Come and take me...
Lift me up through the power of the wind.
Lift me up... And so it shall be.
Even after these struggles...
You take mercy on me.
You take mercy on those who truly see.
During the cold winter nights... You tuck us in when we are cold.
I only wish I could see you once more... Through the rain.
Monday, January 15, 2007
The Sirens Cry
Rushing the ocean waters...
I can't help but feel something is chasing after me...
But I must keep going...I cannot stop for a second.
I must keep going to see my lover once again...
Not even turning my back to see what is chasing me...
I hear a screech...what could it be?
A beautiful voice follows...
Its voice echoing through my mind...
I can't keep it out of my head...so beautiful.
Now lost, and tooken over...
I turn around to see a pair of blue eyes...
Representing the sea.
Lust is every warriors weakness...
I look away for a second...
Then see radiant locks flowing in the wind.
Who could this person be?
I am lost in a trance...
In which I must break out of. But I cannot...
Hearing her voice, sounding like heavens chorus.
Posessed...I am under a trance.
Lost in this beauty, I cannot control my stallion of the Sea...
The ship in which I ride slowly sinks...
To the dark hell below.
What have I done?
Lost within the sirens trance, And now Ill never see my lover again...
I would give anything to see her one last time...
Remarkably, I find I'm able to breathe under water...
I am determined...
I don't care if I have to swim the million miles to the end...
I will find my love.
Not taken in by the sirens song anymore...
My arms hurt, but I will not stop.
I will keep going until I'm there...
All I need it you to show me the way...
My serpents they rise.
Making a crack in the ocean, for me to walk to the end.
Wandering this same path for miles.
I will find you... I swear it.
I can't help but feel something is chasing after me...
But I must keep going...I cannot stop for a second.
I must keep going to see my lover once again...
Not even turning my back to see what is chasing me...
I hear a screech...what could it be?
A beautiful voice follows...
Its voice echoing through my mind...
I can't keep it out of my head...so beautiful.
Now lost, and tooken over...
I turn around to see a pair of blue eyes...
Representing the sea.
Lust is every warriors weakness...
I look away for a second...
Then see radiant locks flowing in the wind.
Who could this person be?
I am lost in a trance...
In which I must break out of. But I cannot...
Hearing her voice, sounding like heavens chorus.
Posessed...I am under a trance.
Lost in this beauty, I cannot control my stallion of the Sea...
The ship in which I ride slowly sinks...
To the dark hell below.
What have I done?
Lost within the sirens trance, And now Ill never see my lover again...
I would give anything to see her one last time...
Remarkably, I find I'm able to breathe under water...
I am determined...
I don't care if I have to swim the million miles to the end...
I will find my love.
Not taken in by the sirens song anymore...
My arms hurt, but I will not stop.
I will keep going until I'm there...
All I need it you to show me the way...
My serpents they rise.
Making a crack in the ocean, for me to walk to the end.
Wandering this same path for miles.
I will find you... I swear it.
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